The Forgiven Murder Part One

Sean  Sellars

Sean Richard Sellers was born on May 18, 1969 in Tulsa County Oklahoma, USA. On Sept. 8, 1985, Sellers was 16 when he shot and killed Robert Bower, a convenience store clerk in Oklahoma City. On March 5, 1986, Sellers shot and killed his mother, Vonda Bellofatto, and stepfather, Le Bellofatto, while they were a slept in their Oklahoma City home.
Sean Sellers was arrested and charged with three counts of first-degree murder. At his trial his best friend Richard Howard, testified that Sean was responsible store clerk in exchange for lighter sentence. Robert Bower also testify because he “wanted to see what it feels like to kill somebody.” Richard Howard testified Sean Sellers came to his house and told him that he had killed his parents. Sellers committed these murders as a practicing satanist and desire was to break God commandment. Sellers was found guilty of multiple homicides and sentenced to death.

Well in local prison someone left a gospel pamphlet in a jail cell, and he read it and accepted Jesus Christ as Lord Savour, and became a follower of Jesus Christ. On Oct 22 1988, Geraldo Rivera did special on devil worship and exposing Satan underground. Where Sean declare openly on national tv in prime time these words, “O I believe in the Devil, “but I don’t worship the Devil. I’m a Christian. I stand up boldly and proudly a he stated and proclaim my faith in Jesus.” And then, to reiterate, “There is no way out of Satanism except through Jesus Christ.”
Where leader such, Pastor Fletcher A. Brothers, Founder and Director of Freedom Village, U.S.A. who was involved aiding trouble young teenager conducted interview with Sean. Where he wasn’t sure if he killed his parents or the store clerk because he was heavily involved into practicing Satanism. Over a period of time he discovered that he was responsible for his actions in murdering these people, because he was instructed by Satan to break God Commandments one them was Thou shall not kill. While he felt great remorses for taking their lives in the name of Satan.
However he, realized, that there were consequence for his actions as he stated,” I was not a cruel person. I didn’t commit murder because I enjoyed causing pain. I had pets all my life and I wanted to be a veterinarian. I never was a bully, or provoked fights, or picked on people weaker than I was I was mad at God, I didn’t like God because of how I perceived Him, and the stuff I read on Satanism said two things that appealed to me. #1 — it offered freedom, and #2 — it promised power to control my life, and others.”
Furthermore he stated, “I’d been carted all around the state and Colorado all my life, slapped, smacked, hit, and had whatever I wanted ignored. I was mad and the idea of controlling my life to get what I wanted was like candy to me. Plus I looked at the way everyone around me lived and the stuff I read in the Satanic Bible in principle was lived out in lifestyle by Mom and Dad and everyone else I knew. No one was a real Christian. We didn’t go to church. We didn’t talk about God. … What was the point of pretending to serve God when we lived like Satanists? Satanism taught me that I should make my own rules to live by in life, and that’s just what everyone I’d grown up around did, so I got very involved in Satanism. I truly thought it was an honest way to live, and the rituals of it would enable me to control my life. Even then I didn’t want to kill anyone. That desire didn’t start until later.
These are the ghosts I live with and I hate myself for all I became and did. I am not just sorry, I am haunted. I think of all the people I hurt, of all the moments I stole from your lives, and I know I deserve to die.
Please, know that for as long as I live I will be haunted with the sorrow for what I did and when I die I will have counted it more mercy than I deserved to have lived the life I did. Until that day, I want you to also know, I will spend my life trying to do things that will touch the world in a good way, to give back for all I took from you. That’s the only thing I can offer with my hands and my heart. It’s simply all I have.”
Satan did not live up to his promises the only thing that occurred to him that living 8×10 cell where family members want him dead. Where faithfully proclaiming Jesus as Lord Savour and exposing Satan lies. Sellers was executed by lethal injection at 12:17 a.m. on February 4, 1999. He is now in heaven among saints.
On Feb 03 1999; Sean wrote following in his journal, “ God is real. This is not a show. This is no delusion. From the Creator we come, and to the Creator we are supposed to return. But we must return to Him by choice. We must give ourselves wholly to Him. He came to us a man. His name is Jesus. He is real. And to all my friends, all who have loved me, all who fought for the value they saw in my living, Thank you. With all my heart, Thank you. The world is hurting. Be its healers.
Change it. I’m going to spend time with my Father now. I have a short journey to make tonight.
His Lawyer: Steve Presson. who fought until the very end. Sean encourage with these words, “Don’t stop fighting now that the end has past. Change this world. My God is with you, Steve, and my heart always shall be too. Come Father. We have an hour. I feel Heaven bowing toward me. I must stretch myself up to it. Tonight I will touch the stars. I will be in my Father’s hands. 11:27 pm
They have come for me. Time at last to say Goodbye.
I lay this body down and die. My race is done.I am finished.
God must do the rest.


Sean Sellars lasts words were; “All the people who are hating me right now and are here waiting to see me die, when you wake up in the morning, you aren’t going to feel any different.You are going to hate me as much tomorrow as you do tonight.”
Saying these words”Set My Spirit Free”: “Set my spirit free that I might praise Thee. Set my spirit free that I might worship Thee.”

Sean Quotes

  1. “I’m amazed at the self righteousness I still encounter from people who don’t even know me,” Sellers wrote in his journal, February 1, 1999, two days before death. “People,” he addressed his future readers, “for one moment, get your eyes off my own sins and look at your own. You want to harp on something that happened 13 years ago. Thirteen years! If you didn’t know Robert Bower or Mom and Dad then it doesn’t even affect you. It’s so easy to appear righteous next to a murderer, but here are two facts in the Kingdom of God: First of all, I repented of those sins 13 years ago soon after they happened, and I’ve been serving God ever since. And second of all, it isn’t ME you have to compare yourself to, it’s God’s holiness. Don’t look at my sin and think yourself clean, look at GOD!”


  • Build a website called Exposing Satanism.
  • Wrote book on Web Darkness.
  • Appeared on Oprah Winfrey Show and Geraldo.
  • Several videos on Satanism and His Christian faith

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